I sit in silence, waiting.
Waiting to hear something, anything.
In hopes of an answer that goes unanswered.
I hear the gentle running of the modem.
Rumbling as I hope to hear something else.
I look around the room in the dim lighting.
Memories flooded my mind like a downpour of rain.
A smile, a laugh, a touch.
I close my eyes in hopes to disengage the thoughts.
I’m back in the room again.
I sit in silence, waiting.
I feel like nowadays, there are many people who only think about themselves. I’m not sure if it’s the way people are being brought up, or if society has changed people’s thoughts on a lot of things. I’ve noticed people in general have become more selfish. They tend to only think about themselves and what they’re going to benefit from situations.
When you’re in a relationship, you can’t be selfish. You have to be selfless because you have to think about the other person as well. Sooner or later, if it does lead to marriage and children, you would have to think of the children as well. You can’t just think that you can do what you want and not worry about what your significant other thinks. You have to respect him/her.
If something comes up, let that person know about it (regardless if it’s your significant other, parents, or anyone else important in your life). Don’t stand your bf/gf up. Don’t do no call/no show. You wouldn’t do that at a job that you respect, so don’t do it to him/her. If he/she does something nice or sweet for you, let him/her know how much you appreciate it, and thank him/her. Think about his/her feelings. Not just your own.
If you are a workaholic, and you’re focused on your career. Make time for your boyfriend/girlfriend when you get a chance. Don’t neglect them. Don’t put them on the side and not worry about his/her feelings, especially if they’ve been through so much with you. Don’t just toss him/her to the side and talk to him/her when you feel like it. He/she has feelings too, and if you don’t treat ’em right, they might up & walk out of your life, and you’ll regret it later on.
Hope these random thoughts and what not helps.
This was the 1st time that we met.
You arrived late.
I waited patiently.
You looked relaxed.
I was nervous.
This was the 1st time we held hands.
You casually held my hand in yours.
I wasn’t sure how to react.
You didn’t let go for awhile.
This was the 1st time that we kissed.
You stared into my eyes as if staring into my soul.
I blushed not knowing what to do.
You leaned in.
I closed my eyes.
This was the 1st time that we said, “I love you.”
You said it softly at the end of a conversation.
I wasn’t sure what to say.
You looked at me with the gentleness.
I said, “I love you too.”
This was the 1st time we lost faith.
You wouldn’t admit to your fault.
I asked you to tell me the truth.
You finally admitted your wrongdoings.
I replied that I’d give you a second chance.
This was the 1st time we questioned our trust.
You told me that ya’ll were just friends.
I believed you, but not the other person.
You said that I needed to trust you.
I did, but it was hard to trust fully.
This was the 1st time we moved forward.
You got your promotion at work.
I was happy for you.
You began working more and more.
I supported you.
This was the 1st time we had a big argument.
You were upset with me at something I said.
I just wanted quality time together.
You stopped talking to me for awhile.
I cried, and then stopped trying to contact you.
This was the 1st time we didn’t know what to do.
You couldn’t give me a direct answer.
I didn’t know how to respond.
You kept quiet, and didn’t say anything else.
I suggested some time apart.
This was the 1st time we spent this much time apart.
You wouldn’t call or text like you normally would.
I kept myself busy so I wouldn’t think so much.
You blocked me from a lot of social media.
I just kept quiet and carried on.
Another week has gone by. This past weekend, there was an anime convention in our area, and this was one of the shoots I was involved in. The concept of the Bosozoku (biker/punk) Sailor Scouts was created by Babs Tarr, so we were inspired by her artwork to cosplay these classic Sailor Scout characters with a twist. It’s always fun to think outside the box.
This cosplay was fun to do since I got to try my hand at reconstructing some clothing. I will probably post about how I reconstructed my t-shirt in another post. Working with my fellow cosplayers was fun (I will list everyone’s cosplay names below). It was also very awesome when Babs Tarr commented on our photo I posted on Instagram, tweeted it, and reposted it on her Tumblr. Very amazing feeling. 🙂
From left to right:
Biker Jupiter – Luna Grace Cosplay
Biker Mars – Sam (She does not have a cosplay page yet)
Biker Venus – Pixie Dust Cosplay
Biker Moon – Mariposa Bella
Biker Mercury – Sherr Bear (me)
Biker Saturn – Twee Nee Cosplay
Aside from Sam (Mars), you can find our cosplay pages on Facebook.
Photo taken by 6 Sided Productions.
Thanks so much for visiting my page!
My next post will be a DIY post on how I reconstructed my T-shirt for this cosplay, and I will post more pictures of this group cosplay later on.
Recently, I got to do a shoot with one of my good friends who’s also a cosplayer. Her name is Twee Nee Cosplay. You can follow her fb fan page for cosplay pics here: https://www.facebook.com/TweeNee .
We cosplayed Amber & Blondie from the movie Sucker Punch. It was a lot of fun. :3
This picture was taken by 6 Sided Productions. (fb page: https://www.facebook.com/6sidedproductions?fref=ts)
For my cosplay updates, please check out my Facebook fan page at http://www.facebook.com/WushuQT . I go by Sherr Bear on my page. Thanks for checking out my page!
~Sherr Bear ^_^
Trying something else different today. I decided to write about some advice I’d like to give couples out there, especially to the men who don’t really talk about their feelings.
One of the most common relationship problems is communication. It is very important for both parties to talk with each other. If you’re happy, talk about it. If you’re sad, talk about it. If something is bothering you, talk about it. If there is a misunderstanding, definitely talk about it. Don’t let something small turn into something big.
I think that with so many different social medias nowadays, it’s very easy for couples to forget to communicate and work out their problems. Instead, we hide behind these different apps or sites like Facebook or Instagram and hope that problems will resolve on their own.
I am a firm believer that there are always solutions to a problem, but whether that communication is there, that’s the key point in a relationship. Without communication, misunderstandings grow bigger and bigger.
Hope this helps others out there.
I posted an Instagram picture about a year or two ago of a makeup look I came up with that was inspired by Elena/Katherine from Vampire Diaries. I never got around to making a tutorial video for that look, but since I was asked to post another video on Youtube again, I decided to recreate that look.
I hope you enjoy the video. Sorry in advanced for the not so great quality of splitting the video. I tried adding annotations to help explain what I was doing, and the products used are listed in the information box.
Please feel free to share a picture with me if you try this look.